boy-of-steel.livejournal.comConnor Kent doesn't like it in here. The strange anti-septic smell of the unguents and cleansers bring back memories he doesn't particularly like.
He stands in the doorway, twisting his hands together as though he were washing them under an unseen faucet. His teeth worry at his lower lip.
Yeah, he's nervous, but what's gotta be done has gotta be done. He's scared himself too much lately with thoughts that something buried deep in his genetic code may go off, exploding through him, turning him into a gun pointed at the rest of the Titans, or his "cousin".
That is a thought he cannot bear.
He'd fling himself into an open volcano before hurting Tim, Cassie, Bart or the rest.
Before sending those he cares about to the other side, to be with Tana, or with Roxy. The two women he's cared about in the past who both died as a direct result of that care.
He trudges to the nearest biobed, and sits heavily, pawing off his black t-shirt with the "S" shield on it. He folds it quickly, with decisive flips of those same hands, and sets it on the swing-away tray clipped to the bed.
He waits.
What else can he do but wait to hear the bad news?