http://users.livejournal.com/_hawkgirl_/It's been a while since she's really sat down to do this, but considering the recent events, it's kinda necessary.
She's trying to gather all her impressions into one long written journal-type entry. Impressions of the time spent in the Anti-Matter universe, brief though it was. A journal type entry that she can forward to Michael or Sandy. To go forever in the JSA files, so that future Society members would know what to expect if that particular situation popped up again.
It's... difficult.
What makes it so is the thought that, even though they did not meet (thank god), there's a twisted, corrupt, downright evil Kendra Saunders over there. It's something that makes her stomach tie in lovely little knots.
Or something worse. Worse than corrupt twisted evil nasty bad naughty Kendra.
A Kendra who succeeded in her suicide attempt... and did not have the soul of her great-aunt as a safety net to bring her back.
Damn.
She steps away from her computer and rests her forehead against her chilled bedroom window, looking out over the city of St. Roch at night. The lights of the city twinkling at her, winking, as if to say, "C'mon, you know what you want to do. C'mon. Fly. Fly out over us and watch over us and say hello to us from a quarter of a mile up."
There's the perk. The reason she doesn't give the superhero gig up. The thought of life without her wings is now an impossible one.
A glance to her computer. She really should finish this report. She's been procrastinating. Michael would scowl at her.
...
The wings are out of her closet and she's heading for the roof before she can talk herself out of it.
It's a good night for flying.